Crackhead Angel is about traversing the polarities and binaries of reality; decoding the ones and zeros and understanding of self. The process of self-realisation has been heavily documented in all of my work since inception (ILY, Stan Yourself, Dopamine, Y), but Crackhead Angel is a more personal song referencing a series of NDEs / blackouts that I had in 2016 and when I was six years old and slipped by a swimming pool, cracking my head open and waking up in hospital.
The more I have studied consciousness, the more I understand that life and death are infinite, and that we all traverse the astral realm consistently and moments that we may not be able to recollect are “deaths” and “trips” within the multiverse themselves.
As with any artist, my ups and downs are often more extreme – high surges of dopamine from creation, shows, acclaim etc. and these are juxtaposed by lows (which I have been learning to manage through spiritual work). The outro of the song references my name, NEO 10Y, “and if I’m dead, then what’s the name for?”. In my journey, I have learned the depth of my artist name (below), which serves as a major reassurance of my purpose to expand consciousness through my art in this reality.
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